but i don’t want that.

…time to grow up.

every time i’m with her, i love you a little more.

i don’t know what to do. she’s pretty and fun and i do like her. but…

also she wants in my pants and i don’t know how long i can make excuses. although today my stomach honestly did hurt.

i hate crying but it’s all i ever do. that’s a lie but it’s how it feels. it feels like i’m never going to stop. it feels like i’m never going to get to be happy. so i might as well just keep on crying.