let’s see how long this stays a secret, or what it becomes.

I want public but not. Is that allowed? I wonder how long it will take me to show this to someone, or whether anyone will ever find it by themselves. Really all I want is a place to put the parts of my journal I think are good to read, things I wrote not entirely for me. Or maybe when I get really really intense about anything and the words hidden in the paper pages of my notebook are no longer enough. In theory this is hardly more than that, but I don’t know. I’m aimless tonight, and I wonder if this will end like my myspace experiment…never updated, never checked, one more unloved chunk of t3h intrawebz.

We shall see.